As a hobby, I love to draw. It gives me time to think. It's my me time. 

...And then there was you

When you don't necessarily feel sad or happy. You don't feel any emotion, you're just empty. You can feel the pain, but you're numb to it. You're just used to it. It's sad, really. Humans feel this kind of thing. It seems like it will never end. I've always been an optimistic person. Always hoping. I think that hope can either destroy or strengthen you. When hope is crushed you can go down hard, but you can also rise up higher than ever before. It can be your strength, but only if you let it. I believe that it can and will get better. Surround yourself with the kind of people who care about you, who love you, who understand you. Do the things you love. I know that it's the kind of easier said than done, but it will all be about your perspective. Everyone spends a lifetime avoiding death. Everyone wants their own story, their own mark, their own life. I know that I'm young. I still haven't even experienced half of my life expectancy, but I've experienced enough to know that everyone needs someone to care about and someone to care about them. All I want to say is, don't die before you're dead. Everyone deserves to be happy. Everyone deserves a chance. Try not to worry because 'worrying doesn't empty tomorrow of its troubles, it empties today of its strength.' I don't want to see these sad quotes that all these people can relate to. I think that people deserve bliss. People deserve happiness. It's not fair that the world can rob people blind of their innocence, love, understanding, and care. People shouldn't feel lonely, they shouldn't feel beaten, they shouldn't feel broken. Is what you're thinking about right now making you or breaking you? We all get one chance at this life, make your mark.